We have already reached the ten-day mark; although I feel that my goodbyes began almost 4 weeks ago. I cannot believe I am here; finding myself not caring about the materialistic high school drama I was so keen on not missing. I can honestly say that AMHSI has taught me the meaning of real and essential friendship. I had never met such people that I can discuss my true opinions with. Several years ago, I thought I did not want to define myself as a Jew or associate with Judaism. Within the first week of class, Aubrey asked us if we would rather call ourselves Jews or Americans. Four months ago, I without a doubt, would have said I was American over all else. I am proud to call myself a Jew and hope to continue my Jewish education upon my return.

I always thought that my Jewish education ended at the time of my Bat-Mitzvah, but now I know this is just barely the beginning. I hope to educate my friends and family on the traditions I have established along with coming to Israel at some point in the near future. I want to speak my mind about politics and start a debate when I think is necessary. Back in Seattle, I always felt my opinions were considered invalid. I lived my life, day after day, continuing friendships with people who never cared about my feelings. My friends at HSI know me to my core more than I know myself. As for the old goals of my journey, I had hoped to grow into a more positive person. I believe I have become a more insightful and decisive person. I now know who I am and what my beliefs are. Since Yam le Yam and Poland had completely changed my understanding of nature and the beauty of Eretz Yisrael, I have developed into an outdoorsy person.

I do not think I have done something new every day like how I said I wanted to but I have challenged myself every day and forced myself to question. I am beyond sad to leave Iggy, Julia, Bar, Doni, and Aba Aubrey. I have learned an indefinite amount about who I am from all of them and I cannot wait to annoy them when I come back to Israel again. I have met friends from all over America and am proud to say I have two homes; Seattle, and HOD! I love this city with my whole heart and hope to come back and visit the Wohly Land next summer with my cousin.